I couldn’t remember when the sun last put in an appearance. Cold, damp, abysmal weather had persisted for days on end, long faces filling in the chinks between despondency and depression. Like a tired old horse, the sky had decided one day to lie down right on top of us. There it would remain, indifferent to our needs, visibility not much farther than a spunky child might fling a peach pit. And everyone knows there’s nothing you can do about the weather. So, that’s what we did. Nothing. That is until breakfast one Saturday morning provided the impetus for change. “Let’s go find the sun,” I suggested to the girl to whom I had only recently been introduced.

Unless booking a flight to Jamaica or some such place, my proposal to “find the sun” was admittedly irrational. And, yes, we may have been the only two people in the restaurant — in all Ontario County, for that matter — to act on such an impulse. Nonetheless, with our meal concluded, off we went, Harriet Hollister Spencer State Park, in Canadice, our best bet. Roughly 2,200 feet above sea level, it was a thousand feet higher than the Empire State Building and a heck of a lot closer than the Caribbean. If nothing else, the park’s elevation would put us that much closer to the sun.

Fifteen minutes into our quest, at about 1,800 feet, I’ll admit surprising even myself when we broke through the clouds (I don’t mind saying, promising the sun and delivering didn’t do me any harm).

Once in the park, unsure of what we’d find beyond the heavily wooded terrain, we drove straight to the “overlook.” And there, a few hands above the horizon, was the sun. We parked, got out and stood in amazement.

Predictably, the sky was blue, unlimited, six statute miles and greater. But the cloud layer … so keen were we for a glimpse of the sun that neither of us had given the clouds much more thought. Now, several hundred feet below where we stood, no longer did they appear dismal and brooding. They were radiant. Mystical. Despite blotting out the lower lying topography, and doing so quite effectively, here and there, hilltops poking through, gave the illusion of islands in an intensely bright, milky white sea. Collectively, it was the extreme irrationality of a dream. It was extraterrestrial, heavenly, a departure from the norm, a new order of existence.

We shaded our eyes and gazed out over what was genuinely beatific, marveled over the prismatic effect of the sun’s rays passing unimpeded through tiny droplets of water. Frozen in awe, we were witnessing the natural world as rarely seen; a truly magnificent phenomenon of sublimity choreographed with us in mind. And all around us, it communicated without words, subtle inklings conveyed without the impediment of oral language. How comfortably it all fit into my head; how rational and faithful are the laws of nature.

The natural world, the world around us, gets it right 100% of the time. But we are creatures of a different nature, distinct from the world and ungoverned. And ungoverned is undisciplined and the impetus for bad behavior. Which, in turn, is the breeding ground for the world’s darkest philosophies, abysmal thoughts and deeds that rob us of the brighter side of life.

French philosopher Henri Bergson claims, “The eyes cannot see what the mind does not know.” What Bergson suggests is that perception and understanding are greatly influenced by knowledge and experience. In other words, until we condition ourselves, the deeper meaning of “things” will escape us. Simply put, understanding dispels ignorance.

I’m not sure if this is clinically correct, but today’s despondency and depression seem more self-inflicted than biologically accrued. And I blame this new order of existence we’re presently experiencing. For a people with the greatest opportunity in this world to smarten up, we certainly go out of our way to dumb ourselves down, to subdue and cripple our understanding at the most crucial junctures in time.

Donald Melville, Vietnam veteran, engineer and author, contributes topics of interest and welcomes your comments at donaldemelville@gmail.com. Visit Don Melville essays on Facebook.

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GUEST APPEARANCE: The view from the 'overlook'

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02.03.2024

I couldn’t remember when the sun last put in an appearance. Cold, damp, abysmal weather had persisted for days on end, long faces filling in the chinks between despondency and depression. Like a tired old horse, the sky had decided one day to lie down right on top of us. There it would remain, indifferent to our needs, visibility not much farther than a spunky child might fling a peach pit. And everyone knows there’s nothing you can do about the weather. So, that’s what we did. Nothing. That is until breakfast one Saturday morning provided the impetus for change. “Let’s go find the sun,” I suggested to the girl to whom I had only recently been introduced.

Unless booking a flight to Jamaica or some such place, my proposal to “find the sun” was admittedly irrational. And, yes, we may have been the only two people in the restaurant — in all Ontario County, for that matter — to act on such an impulse. Nonetheless, with our meal concluded, off we went, Harriet Hollister Spencer State Park, in Canadice, our best bet. Roughly........

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